You know that feeling that you will never ever be good enough?
No matter how hard you try someone will always be disappointed in you.
When you mum or dad says "sorry sweetie I just don’t think you capable of achieving that" or “It’s just out of you reach, maybe you should wait another 12 months"
I get that every single day.
Then if I complain and say “Well you could off said that sooner” I get shit from them!
They go on and on and on about the stress there under and how you’re making more difficult because you just come at them, when really you have been asking the same question for weeks, but no one will listen to you.
And then after there mean and treat you like shit they put on a sweet, loving voice and act like nothing happened, like your opinion doesn’t matter to them, like you just shouldn’t speak at all.