I feel little and insignificant and I hate tumblr for what it did to me and I hate that the pills don't make me better and I hate that I'm scared of going to parties because I'm scared I'll kill myself and I hate that I have tried to kill myself 8 times but nobody would ever fucking suspect and how you act and make me feel insignificant and worthless and I hate everyone at this school and this house and I hate them all but I don't want to hate them because they could be gone so easily and I need to appreciate them but I hate myself I hate it all so fucking much and I'm whining so much but I fucking hate it I really really fucking do.
